Last year, im not ashamed anymore, i was bigger. this year, im alot smaller then youd ever think i was in such little time. i got bullied into a near state of depression when i was bigger, and now that im small, the ones who once made me start cutting and starving myself want to be my friends. i hated them so much for everything they ever put me through. i mean, wouldnt you? as i lay awake at 1:14 in the morning, i think to myself " maybe being different inst so bad." being different is what makes you human right? my difference is i have an extremely low self esteem where even the slightest comment makes me burrow into a deeper hole. Whats yours?
Gotta go :(((((((( lil'wow out :)))))))
