What happened to us? We used to talk all the time, call every night, text all day everyday... then the truth comes out. What happened to us, i ask once again? What happened to all of the laughs, the smiles, the emotional hugs after not seeing eachother in forever? Did they mean absolutely nothing to you? Did they mean the world to you? Why couldnt you just tell me when we were both together. Not together as in dating... together as in right next to eachother... face to face. You said you were afraid i would have just walked away without saying a word to you. Did you maybe think i wouldve just held you and kissed you? when i found out i cried... did you know that? You have to wait until i was happily falling for someone else before telling me that for 4 years you have been in love with me. now if i even bring it up anymore you just stop talking to me or stop talking about it. I dont understand, if you really love me then why avoid me and a subject like this/ maybe i was right when i decided to try my hardest to break away from you, all you would do is hurt me in the end. but one thing will always be true about all of this and about my life, it doesnt matter who is the final holder of my heart, they will have to know that you will always hold a peice of it. i say this with meaning, but not of what you may think, I love you Amrik.
gotta go to bed, lil' Wow out :/
