So on this day, a day where things may seem normal. Cute guys avoiding me, friends pretending to be too busy to talk to me but being on facebook saying how bored they are and everything. but today, the biggest piece of my childhood died today. Robin William committed suicide, and that is tragic. he was an inspiration to all who had depression, especially those, like me, who grew up watching him. I grew up watching him and loving him, ive known all my life that he was struggling every single day with depression. later in my life when i started developing problems, i would watch his movies, i must have watched flubber a bajillion times after my grandfather, the best person in my life, died. the point is, he was always my inspiration when i was thinking of ending it... he only wanted to make people smile and make them happy. and... he just ended his life. i would never be one of those crazy stalker fans who would kill themselves because their idol killed himself... but he was always my inspiration... after the rape and the abuse and the sickness and all of this death around me... he was my inspiration to keep pushing and live my dream. what should i do now?
i love you all, remember that
gotta go, lil' wow out
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